4 posts tagged “love”

Love doesn't always end up with a happy ending...
Sometimes, it ends up with one conclusion. But even though it ends up with bitterness and full of heartaches, I would do it all over again...

Love is pathetic, naive, full of sorrows;
Lots of patience, millions of understanding;
Overflowing with pain...

It makes our life miserable, makes our life suck...
Love ruins our life...

But I guess a life without love is not life after all...

You can hide the pain that you feel and make others think thay you can move on... But you can never deny the truth...
That the person who failed and hurt you...
Is still the same person you wish to LOVE you.

This is one side of me that I sometimes hate... being nosy.

As the saying goes: "Ignorance is bliss..." 
What you don't know won't hurt...

I wasn't planning to go online tonight because I have an early appointment tomorrow. Knowing me and my situation now, I have to have at least 8 hours sleep. Plus I'm having trouble getting up early. But the "internet addict" me couldn't resist not going online....

So there I was, doing my usual routine... logging in to my ym and see who's online, checking emails, friendster, multiply,etc. I wasn't about to log in to my vox since nothing really that relevant happened to me. But there's this little bad nosy thought inside me telling me to check out his blog site... and I got what I wanted... after weeks of not updating his blog, he posted something just a few hours ago... it's a song.

I know the song; it's actually a very nice song. But reading through the lyrics made me think. Was this song for me? Telling me to wait or was it for someone else? That he found someone new so soon and he's asking her to wait for him to be ready for another commitment?

Being nosy is bad!

Had I not checked out his blog site, I might be in bed now, sound asleep. But no, here I am, paranoid as ever. Someone tell me why he had to post that song? Or probably he just heard it and thought it was nice and uploaded it...
There. Go ahead and think of all the possible reasons why he posted it.

Damn! Boy is it really that hard to move on? Why am I in tears again now? And why am I hurting so badly? It's just a song...

I really wish things would get better real soon. I'm scared that I'm not that strong enough to make it through... What happened to us was really something uniquely special... even the pain is something uniquely painful. And it's something I just encountered now. If only I could have things my way...

I hope destiny has something in store for us... Maybe someday... There would be this one day we would find each other again... and this time I'm not gonna let him go...

You know what's sad about love?

It's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work...

It's when your mind says let go but your heart says hold on...

It's when you dream of him/her almost every night only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes...

And most of all, it's when no matter how you try to forget him/her you just can't...

'coz of the fact that you love him/her and you just don't know why... :-<